ing

Staring at the screen
Waiting at the phone
Missing you
Feeling so alone

Strumming my guitar
Wishing on the
same star we were
Staring at,
long ago

Missing you so

Bianca

Do not pressume
that I will be your lady
Do not assume
that I am just your baby
There have been fools before
That have been so deceived
It’s not to be believed…
But don’t despair.

stumble

here i go again
falling head first
stumbing over
my own feet

don’t

don’t
don’t make me leave you

don’t say goodnight

don’t let me turn out the lights
all alone

“I’m afraid of the mice”

don’t
ever let go of me
please
just keep me here

don’t leave
and
don’t make me leave you,
dear

halfway to eternity

I’m afraid of smothering you
like a favorite pet-
afraid of loving you too much.

I’m not afraid of getting hurt
So long as you love me in return
If only for a little while

But I’m afraid of being too fond
Of scaring you off – I always have been
But you’re breaking me of that

Slowly

With the dear peices of the words you say
and the way you look at me
from halfway to eternity

Babydoll

i remember the curls
little girl, little girl,
that dangled around your face
you looked up at me with your wide, brown eyes
and asked me to lift you up
so you could touch the moon

childhood passes…
the moon is gone
you severed your curls
with the kitchen scissors

goodnight

how is it
saying goodnight
cuts like a knife

far away

the empty ache around me
around my arms
penetrates
the inside of me
when you are far away

now

funny,
I can look at your name now
and not feel pulled to you
like gravity

won’t you?

won’t you, please
just
send yourself
across the telephone wires?
in the envelope
of your dear letters
addressed to me…
I’m aching
desperatly
to see you…
come and get me,
won’t you?